Saturday, July 31, 2010

Saturday nights suck!

This is the first weekend of me being on the VLCD and I'm dieing! I knew it was gonna get harder on the weekends because our weekends are usually full of eating out. I can't wait for bedtime so I can just sleep it all away though I know tomorrow is going to be just as hard. I just have to keep telling myself I can do this. Saturday's are usually pizza night because of racing the kids weren't too happy when they found out we weren't doing that anymore. So tonight the girls begged me to let them cook so I let them. They cooked eggs and felt so grown up they soon forgot about not getting pizza.

My sister is starting the VLCD on Monday I'm excited for her! It's going to make it a bit easier on me when she is on it too we can experiment with our foods together and complain about it

This mornings weigh in was a loss of 1.2 pounds for a total of 9.6 pounds lost in 6 days of VLCD loving it! I just hope it keeps going like it has been & I stop thinking about all the food I can't eat.

Friday, July 30, 2010

Still going...

Last night was hard for me but I pulled through! I went a bit rogue and tried salsa on my chicken and then I made a suggested frozen coffee that wasn't too rogue for phase 2. So when I went to bed last night I was terrified that I had screwed it all up. I did my normal shot of ACV but this time I just used all my allotted lemon juice of the day and mixed the ACV with it OMG it was tart as hell but didn't make me want to vomit like the ACV cocktail did!

Today I can't eat for some reason I'm just not hungry at all. I forced myself to drink a strawberry crush about 10 am then I cooked me some fish and spinach for lunch around 1pm took 1 bite of the fish fed the rest to my cats. I just couldn't get the rest down and it's not because it tasted bad I just wasn't hungry and I listened to my body. I'm scared that I won't eat enough then I'm scared I'll eat too much.

I even freak out if I go off routine just a bit. Everything is timed and if I miss it by 1 minute I freak ,I gotta get a grip!

Morning Weight 232.4 (-1.2 lbs)

Thursday, July 29, 2010

So it begins

On July 24, 2010 I started what I'm calling my life journey. It's not just a diet it's a life journey and I know it's gonna be a bumpy one but I'm going to enjoy the ride. I've always been a heavy girl. I've tried everything you could think of to lose weight. Even suffered through an eating disorder for many years. Then my aunt introduced me to HCG. After reading about it for days on the internet and ordering HCG Weight Loss Cure Guide I decided NOW is the time. I have a great support system through my husband & children not to mention my mother, father, and sister. They are all rooting for me and they know I can do it. My sister will be starting her life journey on August 1st and my husband said when I reach my goal weight he is going to start his but not with HCG he doesn't have the willpower for it (haha)

With the HCG diet not only do I want to lose weight but I want to learn to eat the right foods, feed my family the right foods, I so badly want to LOVE food again. I've always thrown a bit of organic food into the mix but it doesn't really matter when everything else you put into your system is McDonald's!

So today I start sharing my journey with you all. Hopefully my journey can inspire someone else to begin theirs!